Sonntag, 10. Februar 2008

Short Stop in Switzerland

Some hours ago, Ruth came to pick up my bed and take it to it's new home... All that's left in my apartment in the Züri Seefeld now is my wardrobe, that will stay here, my laptop and some clothes... Now it feels final. Now it feels like I am leaving, starting a new chapter and leaving quite some memories behind, stuffed in boxes, stored away. While sorting, packing, throwing away I came across so many pictures, letters, tickets, books that I had forgoten about and it was great to just sit there and let the past draw a smile on my face. Cause honestly, there's hardly no bad memories. And the worst ones are ones that I can either smile about now or at least know what they were good for in the long run. I had my moments during the last few weeks. Stuck between two worlds, at moments feeling like I don't fit in, whether here nor there but now it feels good. I cleared my mind, I'm ready to leave and I'm looking forward to building something completely new. New industry, new people, new country, new love... It does hurt to leave this home but there's another one waiting for me that, I'm sure, will prove to be just as great at this one here if I just give it a chance. And what else could I do but love it... ;o)